First Days of Spring

It's the first time I'm so excited about spring.

Usually it goes mostly unnoticed - at least, the anticipation goes unnoticed.
It's the first year I've longed for spring so much. Rather, it's the first time I've taken in all the signals that show its coming. I didn't long for it until it was actually here.
It's the first year that I'm looking fondly at each blossoming almond tree.

I'm bored, I don't want to study. I stare outside the windows.
The sun is one of my favourite things right now.
I want to go shopping and buy fresh short sleeved shirts.
I'm listening to sunny music again, I want to punctuate everything with exclamation marks.

I want to run and dance in every wide space I see.
I feel like sharing and smiling all the time.

...This post would be much more suitable for last week. Right now, it's only dark and windy. But I'm keeping my spirits high! :3

That's how Sundays should be.

I love the sun.
I love the warmth and the light and the colour.
I like walking.
I love happy, old-fashioned music.
I like to talk and listen.
I love to look at paintings.
I love to think.

I love days like this.

(I also like reading people's blog posts and writing comments. Just thought you should know)

Everything is going to be fine.

I really do believe that.

Sincerely.

Not in a flamboyantly optimistic sort of way.

In a honest way.

I am mostly an optimist (and quite an idealist), but it hasn't got to do with it.

It has to do with the mere fact that things change.

No matter what you do, they change.

No matter how fucked up you think everything is.

No matter the fact you can't find a solution to the equation.

No matter how weird you think everything is.

Things will change. It will be different.

And in one or more ways, it's gonna be better.

Even if you know you haven't done well in an exam, you still are relieved. You wrote, it's over.

Even when you lose a friend, you feel better - no more pressure; maybe a strong bond with someone else.

And sometimes, it's just plain fine!

I honestly believe it when I say it, even if I can't see light at the moment, that everything is going to be fine.

Because it's going to be different. And you can see the good side of things. Or things will be good by themselves.

And goodness, just because!

PS. This is dedicated to A. You are stupid and awesome and very lovable.
PPS. My way to say "Happy New Year!!", I guess? May it be a awesome one!
PPPS. Blogger is stupid for not allowing exclamation marks in tags.
PPPPS. Cards are sent! I hope they don't arrive too late, but you know how the post is.
PPPPPS. My love of the day is exclamation marks, really!
PPPPPPS. I was reading someone's tumblr page and I saw this: "That awkward moment when you feel an actual physical ache in your chest because of the romance of two fictional characters. " Oh goodness. Story of my life. If you can relate, be nerdy with me about it! I'd love to hear.